I talked to my Father.

I entered His working room. He seemed very busy, bunch of papers and books covered His table, I couldn't hardly see the surface. His phones rang all the time, incoming e mail alerts beeped like once in 1 minutes. So I just stood there, some feet away from Him. I needed to talk to Him, but I guessed It was not the right time. Suddenly He lifted up his head.

"Yes, My child?" He gave a sign to sit down on the chair in front of Him. I walked toward His table.
"Father, can I talk to you now? or is it not the right time?" I still stood where I was.
"Hey, child.. sit down, I always have time for you... come on, what do you want to say?"
"I'm not a good girl, nor a bad girl.." I decided not to waste His time, and talked right to the point.
"I knew that.."
"uhm, but can you give me sumpthin'?"
"what now, child?"
"would you please give me not so good neither too bad guy?"
"for what? a husband?" He looked surprised.
"wait. wait, I'm not talking about husband or soul mate here, that's too far. I just need a special companion"
"then, what do you want from him, child?
"I need someone who never judge me from his own perspective, who's smart, and opens my eyes to everything, who's funny and makes me laugh a lot, who accepts my silly sometime srimulat attitudes and can even be more idiot."
"that's it?"
"uhmm, not yet...who's ready to yell ,"You go, girl!" for every single crazy ideas i have, who's ready to have meaninglessstubborncious argumentation with me, who is not too nosy, who never tells me what to do, who trusts me and to whom i can trust, then who's not easy to get jealous."
"you still got more eh?"
"how do you know that?"
"Hey! I am GOD!"
"oh, right! silly me!...uhm, who's interested to share and try new things together, who's there to hug and comfort me when I get my stomach cramp on my periods so i dun have to swallow jamu, kiranti and/or feminax,who never intends to tie me with any petrifying serious commitments like marriage, who wants to share love you & miss you thingy with me, who can write and tell stories well, who's a day dreamer like me.."
"anything else?"
"yep...who is addicted to any form of kisses like me ;-), with whom i can *cough cough* make out with, y'know a lil touch here and there. you don't mind, right, Father? not more.."
"I've given you free will and all the consequences.. remember?"
"yeah, i remember that.. Uhm...this guy has to have enormous free energy! well, he doesn't have to stay for good, he may fly anytime and leave his energy in me. But, if he can stay as my friend after the romance stuff is gone, that will be better.."
"you ask a lot, as usual My Child.."
"sorry, ehm.. one more thing, is that okay?
"well, if i say I'm not okay with that, you keep talking, right?"
"right, but i promise, this is the last one, make sure he's a kind of person who loves traveling, so we can travel together everywhere, mebbe our first destination is Flores" (you! dun smile!)
"Wow, you know what? those qualifications are so you, are you sure you want the guy who's exactly like you?"
"i think so..."
"well, that's a piece of cake.. where do you want me to deliver this guy?"
"hmm,please put him on the doorstep of my heart."
"he'll be there..."
"Don't worry I'm not in the hurry, just take your time. thank you, Father! promise, I'll be good till Christmas.."
"yeah, right!" He rolled His eyes.
"Father, don't roll Your eyes like that! don't You trust me?"
"okay. okay, now you shut up, I still have lots of things to do..."
"okay, I'll zip my lips then.."
"wait, child, I think you forget one thing..."
"Oh yeah, right! AMEN!"
"Good! now get back, i still have tons of things to do"
I left His room, I knew He would give me the best.

.........

I entered His working-room. As usual He seemed very busy, He wrote something, bunch of papers and books still covered His table, I still couldn't hardly see the surface. His phones still rang all the time, incoming e mail alerts still beeped like once in 1 minutes. I needed to say something to Him, just a little something, it wouldn't take too long. So I walked closer, and He lifted up his head when I was right in front of Him.

"Yes, My child, do you want to ask something again?" He put His pen down, and gave me a sign to sit down on the chair in front of Him.
"No, Father.. I just want to thank you... y'know, about the guy."
"do you like what I chose for you?" He smiled.
"A lot! I like him a lot! He's perfect for me now! I'm crazy about him...How can You know that the guy you chose is the one that I exactly need at the moment?"
"Hey! I am God!"
"yeah, I noted that!" I laughed.
"We'll see, if you can keep him for more than six months.."
"Father, I can't promise you now, but I'll do my best to work everything out!"
"Well, I wonder, when will you come to me and ask for a husband?" He smiled.
"Whoops, You start to sound like all my friends who push me to get married. not now, Father, Not now.... but I will, someday!"
"Okay, now go away! I got an appointment to heal someone.."
"Once again, thank you Father... You're the best!"
"yeah right, you always say that I am the best when you get what you want... go now!" And He started to write again
"And Father?" I turned my head as I was close to the door.
"yeah?"
"if you're not that busy, can we go out and play?"
"sure, how about tonight?" he smiled
"great! I'm waiting for you..." i exited His room, but suddenly I decided to go back again...,"and Father?"
"Yes?"
"AMEN.." I grinned, and walked out, before He threw His pen to me.