"If You're Not The One"
Daniel Bedingfield
listen to this song! ( right click and save as winamp media file)
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
UPDATE
She missed him badly but somehow she had no gutts to call. There's no use to encourage her.... she was just too afraid...All her friends kept telling that she's stupid, but she didn't care....
until one day, one of her friend dialled his number, and.....
"yeah?" his voice! Her heart stopped beating for a while, "yeah? who is this?"
"I..it's me..."
"Hello, i'm sorry I can't hear you... who is this?"
"It's me!" she yelled, and everybody starred at her.
"you?"
"yeah..."
"i can't believe it... is it really you?"
"yeah!"
"wow... I can't believe it..."
"you gotta believe it, coz it's an expensive call,silly!"
he laughed...
"w..well. i just call to say...." she almost said i love you, but that was a song, she wanted to say
"yeah?"
"just to say..uhm.. hi! how are you?" she grinned... it was stupid, she knew that!...
"I'm just fine, and I miss you!"
She stunned...
"hellooo?"
"ehm, yeah.. miss you too... but i gotta go now...." she blushed.
"oh, okay, i'll call you again tomorrow...."
so there went her pulse credits for such a meaningless call...
but she couldn't stop smiling for days!
