10 things I love about him
waa! tergoda juga buat cerita! hihihi :)
1. He never hesitated to act and look really stupid just to make me laugh, especially when I was in the bad mood, “I don’t mind to look like an idiot, but…please laugh. “ if I didn’t laugh…but, it rarely happened, I always laughed, because he’s too crazy…. Then, suddenly, being idiot is just like our habit, to cheer each other up…. Now, you know where I learn this silliness from!
2. I can be myself near him, with all the stupidity, clumsiness, bad habits, kejutekan dan kejudesan gue…. He never asked me to behave!
3. He was always amazed every time he found out something new about me, like my silly habit: reading every single shops’ name board, posters, announcement board… (And, he followed my habits!), or when I told him I’d been working on the children story book, he wanted me to tell the whole story in the book, and asked me to send him the illustration…
4. I’m his sunshine, and he’s my inspiration, so when we sent sms to each other, the sms always started with: “morning sunshine..” or, “g’evening my inspiration!” (Hiehehe gombal gak seeeh?)
5. I learned many things from him…. he taught me a lot about positive thinking. He always reminded me when I started to complain, or being cynical, or being arrogant…. (Yes, sometime I like underestimating people!)…
6. He supports me in everything! When I decided to join social work to east Timor, everybody says,” are you crazy?” he’s the only one who says,” way to go girl!” he was always enthusiastic to listen to my dreams!
7. He’s always there, I could contact him anytime, and anywhere… once when I worked on my statistic assignments, and felt so desperate (because I hate numbers, remember?), I called him and you know what he did, he accompanied me stay up all night! (walopun Cuma lewat telpon, soalnya jauhan sih!)
8. Our lullaby phone calls…. Yapp, we had ritual, everyday, to say good night before we went to bed… but, this phone calls always lasted at least one hour… well, basically we both loved to tell stories. hehehe… dan herannya, kita gak pernah keabisan cerita!
9. I felt being needed by him, because he always turned to me, when he got mad to his co-worker, when he had his migraine, when he had teeth surgery, well, he told me anything.
10. His kiss… hehehe *blushing* , I cried after the kiss… , yepp.. It was because when we kissed, I realized that I love him so much, and I don’t want to loose him….
Well, finally, we had to be separated, for some reasons...it hurts me so bad…but at the moment, I push myself not to contact him (and I think he does, too!), because I believe if we meet, it doesn’t help me to cure the wound! Sometime, I must admit, I go crazy and want to do ANYTHING to grab him back... but thanks God, there is still a little part of my sanity left here, so I can say to myself,"hellooo, silly! wake up! you both don't mean to be together, face it!" :)
But I have faith that we’ll meet again, may be in different situation, and when we meet, we can really laugh about things we’ve been thru!
shaelaaah... jadi ktularan posting soal cinta gini! hiyaiks!
