countdown - 9 days before leaving

facts:
1. i'm nervous.... don't know why!
2. The ghost from the past contacted Indri, and told her to tell me that he still in love with me (duh!) and begged me to have lunch with him. Gila apa ya? udah ngomong yang enggak2 ttg gue, bilang masih cinta, trus pengen ketemu? ck ck ck
3. my health condition decreased.
4. feeling so... lonely... (nah lu!)

things to be pray for:
1.program di daerah oecussi yang baru dibuka
2.persiapan program di daerah-daerah lain, terutama Lautem
3.keberangkatan tanggal 25 Juli 2002 -pagi
4.semua volunteer, baik yang berangkat bareng maupun duluan berangkat ke Kupang
5.cuaca di Oecussi
6.sidang sarjana Yuni, 24 juli 2002
7.kesiapan pribadi gue dan temen2 lain.

things i've done:
Nothing.

things I have to do:
1.finding someone that has huge carrier.
2.transferring money to the school's account
3.giving all the files needed for herregistration to mbak Nining.
4.buying and preparing all the materials needed for the teaching programs
5.meeting other volunteers from Bandung.
6.meditation to calm myself down...

huh, kenapa sih gue?